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I wrote some words,
When I was a little girl.
They were misspelled
Barely legible
Crayon words of first-grade
About my favorite cat and why
I loved my little brother.
As the numbers rose and I learned
How to actually spell,
How to write inside the lines,
In sloppy ink cursive
Somewhat legible,
I wrote about the book we had been reading
In class,
And stared out the window at the autumn
Bleeding wild all over the sky and ground.
And I learned how to compose an essay
With a beginning, middle, and end
Neatly and perfectly
With a bent head
Watched by cinderblock walls
Who ate away time, and though the sun
Was shining, I didn’t go outside
Because.
And my favorite cat died,
And my little brother grew up to smoke too many cigarettes
And I wrote a beautiful essay that got me pretty A’s
And a gown and a cap and a walk around a stage
But not a boyfriend, not a friend, because I learned
That people don’t care if I smile, if I think I am smart,
Decent-looking, won’t care, even if I write them pretty words.
No one tells their daughters that they’re not going to be beautiful.
When I was a little girl.
They were misspelled
Barely legible
Crayon words of first-grade
About my favorite cat and why
I loved my little brother.
As the numbers rose and I learned
How to actually spell,
How to write inside the lines,
In sloppy ink cursive
Somewhat legible,
I wrote about the book we had been reading
In class,
And stared out the window at the autumn
Bleeding wild all over the sky and ground.
And I learned how to compose an essay
With a beginning, middle, and end
Neatly and perfectly
With a bent head
Watched by cinderblock walls
Who ate away time, and though the sun
Was shining, I didn’t go outside
Because.
And my favorite cat died,
And my little brother grew up to smoke too many cigarettes
And I wrote a beautiful essay that got me pretty A’s
And a gown and a cap and a walk around a stage
But not a boyfriend, not a friend, because I learned
That people don’t care if I smile, if I think I am smart,
Decent-looking, won’t care, even if I write them pretty words.
No one tells their daughters that they’re not going to be beautiful.
Literature
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Piss Poor Philosophies
I sit here wondering how this all came to be.
Where did all this attention come from?
Why do the shadows haunt me?
are these shadows my mistakes
or my beginnings
My mind is holding these devils,
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I want the demons to stop laughing in my ears.
demons are just my kin -
brother, sister but there is no one connection
Eventually, death becomes my friend.
I realize that I know it well in the end.
Because maybe we’re all dying before we live?
but does living just mean to live
to die
9/23/14
-chromey & lovely
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nothing caught beneath my wings
i was a bird when you
were just a little grain
of rice forgotten on the
shore, and i ate you up.
devoured you, sucked the
milky marrow from your core.
but oh, how you filled all
my empty spaces, swelled
and sprawled into my very
being, until i was fit
to burst and finally whole.
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let's pretend this never happened
because honestly,
i don't know you and this was
just a big mistake, she says
very softly.
the morning sun peeks in
through the curtain as she pulls
on yesterday's shirt and i catch
my last glimpse of her thin
shoulder blades, protruding like
wings about to burst out of their
seams. she won't look at me.
the floor creaks with her weight
as she gathers her things. i've
already forgotten her eyes, wide
with wonder, and her lips, her
slender jawbone. i wish she
would turn around. i try to speak,
but words don't come.
her bare feet pad across the
room and she pauses in the doorway,
head turned to the side, as if listening,
perhaps to my h
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